this was a draft from friday, a week later ucas tells me my slade application was unsuccessful. and im a little more heart broken than i would like to of been. this might call for some ben and jerry's.
i really want to go to the sea actually, i want to stare into the infinity that it stretches into. suppose i'm being pretty contemplative after that lovely moment of rejection. if i don't get into somewhere i really want to go i actually might go and study art in paris for a while. escape from everything, tbh i feel like getting on a plane now just so i can wake up somewhere new.
this little fawn is a kiki smith. i might do a little be of drawing tonight, it always calms me down.
as is this anatomy print, really liking her work recently.